Transformation

Happiness, an inside job

Happiness is an inside job!

There is a difference between transitory (temporary) happiness and genuine (sustained) happiness. 

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Temporary happiness satisfies our cravings momentarily and often leave us desiring more, while genuine happiness fuels our Soul and leave us feeling rejuvenated, more at peace and tapped into sensations that go beyond the physical experience.

And the truth is, we all have access to an infinite source of sustained happiness — but most of the time we search for it in the wrong places, seeking external items, relationships or circumstances as validation of our worthiness and joy.

We place unrealistic expectations on them, and in turn feel lost and empty when they are no longer in our lives — we create our own suffering based on attachments and addictions to sources that we know are not serving our highest Self.

In a world of constant change and impermanence, our inner happiness is the most important aspect to cultivate if we want to live this life fully — receiving and sharing the gifts of this human embodiment!

It’s the only thing we can rely to be permanent. 


Because when we we feel supported, seen and heard (loved) from within, every other form and expression of love that comes our way is an added bonus. We can then offer that love back out into the world without becoming depleted or dependent. 

This type of fulfillment must go beyond the body and mind — it has to awaken the Spirit, tapping into the hearts innate wisdom, softening us into pure presence.

It’s a constant practice of effort and intention, a willingness to consistently show up and a sustained desire for peace. 

Our Spiritual practices are the pre-requisite — they are like a daily dose of medicine for the Soul that allow us to tap into a place of connection and gratitude, so we can walk through the world with more positivity, ease and celebration.

They bring us into an unchanging oasis within the heart, the space that is overflowing with peace and presence, fulfilling us deeply from the inside out. 

And the best part is that these practices are accessible and available for all! 

It only takes commitment to living in alignment with your highest Self — a readiness to deepen your path and enthusiasm to cultivate more love.

Are you ready to live in alignment? 

Join me to create your personalized home yoga practice, the foundation where true fulfillment begins 📿

Woman of my Dreams

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And just like that

I see myself as the woman of my dreams

Soulful, wild, enchanting, nurturing and intentional

With clarity that calls in the deepest freedom of the heart

And innate wisdom that honors intuition as my greatest force

The eternal play of my feminine, letting go of self limiting beliefs and boldly stepping through new gateways

Rites of passage that are moving me to the next phase

Subtle openings, pulsing vitality through my veins

With just the right amount of effort

And the right amount of softening

Fueled by surrender and faith

Enhanced by connection and creativity

Held by deep truth and unconditional love

A slow unveiling, quietly stripping away what’s ready to be liberated

More ready than ever

My inner Goddess is rising from new ashes

With a heart that’s set on fucking fire

Elemental Embodiment

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One translation of Ayurveda is 'knowledge of life’ which so simply and beautifully encompasses this ancient and vast system of holistic healing - one that encourages us to live skillfully, with greater vitality to find freedom in the body, mind and heart.

Known as the 'sister science' to yoga, Ayurveda shares similar principals and philosophies. It offers a clear and accessible 'map' rich with tools (wisdom, practices, rituals) to guide you into greater balance depending on your unique constitution.

Ayurveda and Yoga teach us that our inner world is a reflection of our outer world.

And our own health is crucial to the well-being of the entire eco-system.

They are platforms for us to explore the Self through practices of self-care that lead us to live in greater alignment with our true essence.

As a yoga practitioner, I have experienced huge shifts in my health and well-being from learning the principals within Ayurveda. My personal practice has enhanced and expanded far beyond my mat, and showed me how to integrate this wisdom in very practical ways. 

As these principals have become an important part of my own journey, I am deeply passionate about sharing them with others to provide a pathway for greater transformation!

I am thrilled to offer my first online course 'Elemental Embodiment' which includes five accessible yoga practices and a supportive e-guide focused on the five elements.


My aim is to provide a foundation to understand the unique qualities and expressions of each element, and to learn simple ways to maintain greater balance through aligned yoga practices and lifestyle routines.

I'm honored to share the teachings with deep reverence and authenticity, and it's my greatest hope is that this course sparks a seed of desire for further knowledge within this beautiful (vast!) body of wisdom.

Click the link below and receive the e-guide in your inbox to begin your journey today.

The Metamorphis of Being

The butterfly begins as a humble earthbound caterpillar, moving slow and steady. It eventually gains enough nutrients by eating surrounding leaves and turns into a chrysalis, protected inside a cocoon of silk. This stage can last weeks, months or even longer, depending on the species. And when the new cells are developed, it slowly unveils into a brand new version of itself: a magnificent winged butterfly, gifted with the ability to fly freely through the vast sky.

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Intricate and exquisite in it's being, delicate and full of grace, yet strong enough to flow with the currents of the wind, trusting in it's new form. 

The archetype of the butterfly has always been one of transformation and courage. 

This small creature has the power to inspire and remind us of nature's perfect order of intelligence, inviting us to further experience this metamorphis, as we transition through various life cycles and ways of expression within the world, based on our Souls unique blueprint. 

Just as the plant and animal Spirit around us, we humans ebb and flow to the Divine beat of the Universe, all within perfect timing. We can't skip a phase nor can we rush the process. The step by step Vinyasa of our growth is governed by a larger force, guiding us into greater harmony.

Our practice is to be present with this fluid reality of life...open to the power of change and teachings within each phase.

As we accept this intrinsic cycle of contraction and death, regeneration and renewal, expansion and rebirth within our bodies and minds, we are able to extract and integrate the nectar of wisdom into the heart, our unchanging essence. 

With this understanding, we can move from the victim to the hero, and release old patterns which react from fear and instead become the one who responds from truth. As we attune to this, we soften into compassion and melt into deeper understanding and gratitude for the totality of this journey...both the moments of pure ecstatic passion and raw beauty, and moments of discomfort, confusion and rage. We know that nothing will ever remain static. 

Just as the caterpillar inevitably shapeshifts into the butterfly, us humans, are encoded to evolve. Our innate goodness and potential to transform is inherent to the natural laws of the Universe. 

When we know this to be true for ourselves, we see and believe in it for those around us.  

May this be a remembrance...

That transformation isn't easy, but in perfect timing, bathed in our efforts (presence and intention) we will be gifted with a new set of wings that will guide us to fly. 

To honor whatever cycle we are in and trust in order of intelligence, a rhythm that is perfect in its ability to unfold with the medicine we are ready to receive. 

That when we emerge from the depths of our cocoon, we have not yet taken flight in our new form, yet we must open our wings with confidence and courage...and embrace when we make mistakes along the way.

That one of our greatest gifts we can give to another human is to see the majesty of their beauty and believe in their ability to transform.

Step into the fire of the Heart

It's far better to live your own path imperfectly, than to live another’s perfectly.

― The Bhagavad Gita

 

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I believe we are all seeking more liberation.

We want to be free from oppressive energies and have a healthy sense of autonomy to express our individual nature with authenticity. 

We want to live a creative existence, connected to our passions to bring more joy and purpose. 

And at the core of our being, we want to live a simple existence, aligned with our own bodies rhythms and nature's cycles. 

These are some of the underlying Universal currents that pulse life with reason, meaning and well-being. 

They're a recipe that lead us to living a more fulfilled existence and awaken us to our capacity to live in harmony. Life is not meant to be an overwhelming game of survival with constant stress. At our essence, we are illuminated beings, born to thrive in every way!

Living from this place of harmony requires a deep commitment to our personal growth. We must stay open and willing, and hold the ability to self-reflect. We have to believe in ourselves and the magic of the Universe, to trust in the unconditional support that is always abundant within and around us. And with commitment and consistency, we are guided forwards one step at a time, and can expand into places we didn't even know were possible.

The process of personal growth is aimed at leading us to who we truly are, beyond any fears, doubt or limitations.

Our true nature is a loving, soulful being that has passions, pleasures and purpose. And our highest Self yearns to share our creative gifts with others to positively impact the world.

The more we connect to these aspects, the more we live in alignment with ourself and unique calling, our Dharma. When we move closer to this purpose, we become lit up - revitalized and radiant from an inner fire that burns bright within our Spirit.

Life becomes a sacred existence rich with opportunities for greater freedom... 

This freedom is felt from a deep connection to Self and the ability to make empowered choices. Our capacity to treat our physical, mental and emotional bodies with respect and love, directly impacts how we move in the world and our experience of it. 

I didn't know it, but when I first began yoga I was seeking greater freedom...

At the time, I had little understanding of my eco-system as a whole - I felt disconnected to my true desires, myself as a woman, and to my creative purpose. I felt trapped and lost living in a system I didn't feel supported by, and for a long time, reacted by defying everyone and everything that tried to put boundaries on me. I identified as a rebel wild child and denied my own inner voice, which so desperately wanted to be seen and heard. My teenage years were filled with destructive behaviors and addictions. 

And as unhealthy as this time period may have felt, it was exactly what I needed to awaken... 

In life, we will always experience situations that don't serve our highest Self (and will throw us out of alignment) in order to learn the best way forwards for the future. These parts of our journey are to be embraced and acknowledged as normal and very necessary. 

Often the moments we feel trapped, lost, and confused express themselves in uncomfortable ways to show us signs that we are not living in harmony with our heart. These moments have potential to be a catalyst for growth and transformation, if we listen.

When we do, we usually enter a phase of deep purification, which can literally feel as everything we once thought to be true is no longer valid. This serves as a clearing to make space for new information, ideas and actions to arise.

At 19, I finally listened to the signs of destruction and stepped on my yoga mat for the first time. I was opened to a practice which led me to more clarity and spaciousness. From this place I could better receive the wisdom my Soul embodied and hear the clarity of my inner voice who sang with desires to live an existence with greater freedom in my body, mind and heart. 

The pivotal shift came after I graduated University when I chose to learn more about yoga and explore the world. I wanted time to discover my own gifts, and the thought of job searching brought a heaviness to my heart. Instead, I bought a one way ticket to India to volunteer at a yoga retreat. I listened to what I felt would ignite my Spirit and as the Universe always provides, I was supported to expand into parts of myself I didn't know existed. My own values, dreams and health began to fall into greater balance and led me to follow a path of lifelong study, practice and teaching. 

But first, I had to listen within and take a leap of faith to follow an inner calling that burned bright...

And to be honest it was the first time I truly felt free. 

Ironically, I had only a few hundred dollars in my bank account, was living in a plywood hut shared with six Nepali boys and had a small backpack with some belongings. I had no idea what would come of the experience, but I felt immense freedom from making an empowered choice, guided by my own inner voice which sparked a new wave of enthusiasm, passion, vitality, creativity and love.

Fast forward years later, and my life looks slightly different from the outside in regards to my intentions, values and vision - however the practice remains the same. 

Each day I choose to see the opportunities of how I can live more freely, and ask myself the following questions: 

How can I nourish my body and mind to stay connected to its wisdom? 

What empowered choices can I make to live in more alignment with my highest Self? 

How can I be of service to those around me and the Earth? 


Often the answers that arise are simple. They come as little reminders to follow my path, one day at a time...

My hope is that we all see the vast (and simple!) support systems available to live in greater connection with our own hearts.

Every moment is an invitation to receive our inner guidance, directing us to fearlessly take the next leap of faith and rise into who we are meant to be. There is never a better time than now!

May we continue to commit to our paths and aim for our highest visions, awakening the inner fire of the heart!